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6.19.2009
D E P R E S S I O N
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4.18.2009
Freezing time
It seems like my whole life is all about catching up. Instead of being two steps ahead, I'm always two steps behind. And when I do feel like I'm on the same pace as everyone, I find myself stumbling back two steps. I need a vacation. Send me on a cruise, damnit!  introducing makky- my iMAC. posted by emmanuel gamao.
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1.04.2009
next milestone = death :\
Why yes I am officially of age- 21. I should feel the typical burst of excitement, but I feel the opposite. I feel old and grumpy. On my birthday I bought some vodka from the ABC store and drank in my room alone moping around wondering where my adolescence went before hitting the club. :\ To tell you the truth I still feel 18. It doesn’t matter now, because before you know it I’m going to be talking about senior citizenship and social security; if there’s any left. My life is going by way too fast. Faster than my maturity can catch up with. On the brighter side, I feel like I should try and keep 2009 a good year, starting off with some new years resolution that I will probably break within the month. 1. Sleep a bit earlier than my usual sleeping pattern. 2. Lose the extra L-B-S that I’ve gain over the past two years. 3. Become a lot leaner. 4. Learn to play an instrument. 5. Learn to swim. 6. Learn to surf. 7. Eat meat again. 8. Shave my head. 9. Graduate. 10. Party more but in moderations. 11. Travel. 12. LEG EXTENSIONS!!!!! See you soon 2010. posted by emmanuel gamao.
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12.22.2008
I feel like an old man
Tonight I’ve decided to lounge around in my house with a cup of hot cocoa, in my cardigan, writing in my journal and listening to the soft tunes of Etta James, Billie Holiday, and Louis Armstrong. I’m digging the vibe- a vibe that I’ve been yearning since exam week. The winter has been cruel to me though. I’ve been down with the flu for about a month now, and it’s been progressively getting worst. No matter how many teaspoons of Robitussin I swallow, I just end up feeling nasty. Besides my health and constant build up of muscus in my throat, things with me lately have been getting better. School is over, and I passed all of my classes. One more semester and I’m done. I also caught up with some old friends this past week. It was nice to get to feel a sense of belonging. I missed them. Work is work. The closer Christmas comes the more animalistic people are getting. Rudeness. Friends came home for the holidays; I can almost picture the gatherings with the ugly Christmas sweaters and food. I’m looking forward to just spending time with a lot of loved ones and people in general, and that’s what I love most about Christmas time. My 21st is coming up in about 2 weeks too, but I’m having mixed feelings about it. I just feel like I’m getting old. I mean hello, I’m Mr. Rogers sipping on some cocoa right now. It’s the last milestone in life until you hit death. Well there is the over the hill 50, but let’s face it, who looks forward to 50? I guess I’ll just see how my birthday pans out. Until then I’ll just keep drinking cocoa. ♪ Billie Holiday - I'm a Fool to Want You.mp3 posted by emmanuel gamao.
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11.17.2008
Random
I watched 4 movies today: The Break-up, Failure to Launch, Role Models and A Lot Like Love. I miss Sundays off. posted by emmanuel gamao.
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10.06.2008
Social Hierarchy
Ahh high school- The breeding ground and the American version of the caste system. I stumbled upon an old classmate the other day, who was part of the top of the pyramid, and we caught up on what we have been doing after high school. Appearently her and her "entourage" don't talk anymore, they all dropped out of collge, and one has a baby who I believe is rumored to be stripping. Post graduation- it all crumbles. It's funny how things work out. p.s. Happy Birthday Jon Reynolds...wish I've known you in high school,but instead you decide to hid in corners. Here is a musical present I leave for you. Enjoy.   Lykke Li and Bon Iver come together in an L.A. park to preform Lykke's Dance Dance Dance. So beautiful. They are rumored to be dating...well that's what I've been reading for other blogs. I can already tell that this will be on one of my top songs on my Last.fm. ♪ Lykke Li ft. Bon Iver - Dance Dance Dance.mp3 posted by emmanuel gamao.
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9.30.2008
No room for friends.
School, eat, work, sleep; that's what my schedule has been looking like for the past few weeks. Things have been piling on my plate day after day, and I'm already full! I haven't started on other obligations I'm suppose to start on, but I've been doing well at not procrastinating too much this year. It feels so good to not feel rushed all the time! The one thing on my plate that I wish I had room for are friends. I'm guessing I have to give and take, and right now education is more important than my social life. I feel over-worked, and I kinda don't mind it. This just means I'm being productive in life. New York was amazing. Joi, Danielle, and I stayed at our friends Julie and Dennis' apartment in Brooklyn. It was a nice vacation away from Virginia Beach. Hopefully I will get to venture off to New York again sometime soon. 
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